By: Courtney Newton
Broken and numb
Feeling like your dumb
Hopeless and lost
As if there’s a frost
Blocking the feelings
Lost in the healing
Wishing you were here
But that’s the biggest fear
Head in the clouds
As if it was a crowd
Yet silent and empty
As if there was plenty
Like I need the trust
Yet your hearts rust
The need for your clarity
But with little sincerity
Need to be honest
Yet to be the perfectionist
Like the dark hole
Being stuck in my soul
Although it hurt
You pushed me to dirt
Left me crying
Should’ve known you were lying
Everything building up
To the point where I’m at backup
